War ain't comparable to the madness and sadness behind love.

I actually got nothing to write in here other than I got electrified twice today while lawn mowing. Still shaken inside, probably my heart popped out of its spot, cause I don't feel nothing in my chest.
 I also saw something amazing in my dream. I actually don't hate people, I just hate myself if I have to communicate with them. Feels actually good not to speak with anyone, just listening to my songs and watching the sky.

 I love rain, love running in rain, love everything about rain, yet I cannot see it as much as I would want to.