So where to start this quite awkward weekend of mine? First of all, I'm really pissed of at certain person, and she bloody hell knows why. But before we move on to why and what has happened, I would love to mention to people that there's a new way for everyone to read this blog. Since I got flamed at, by doing the same things she does, then I shall turn the tables around. It took me all night, but I figured what I can do to make it different from all the other people, who blog. Whenever I shall writing a paragraph about something, I will give you a song you could listen to, to understand me closely, as to the following, lets start.
P.S Who doesn't listen the songs, are haters!
Chapter 1. Darude-Buring
The reasons why I chose this song, is simple, I'm burning inside out right now. I discovered what was done with one of my accounts in a social site, when I gave my trust to her. Imagine the furious in my words, and the anger, the feelings that was deprived inside my soul, they were unleashed. How could someone so dear to me, someone I had my complete trust in, do this awful thing? What was her reason, did she hate me for that? Did she deleted all those of my memories, just to get back at me? Whatever the reasons were, my total trust to her right now, have vanished. And once they are gone, they cannot be reclaimed back, without nearly impossible actions.
Chapter 2. Avenged Sevenfold - Blinded In Chains.
The really annoying part of my life is, I'm chained and I'm blinded by her. Everything she does, has a big affect on me, everything she says, can make me happy or turn the tide and let me fall into deep depression. Is this a obsession? If so, how can I get out of this shit hole and release myself from my chains? If this is my subconsciousness talking, screw this shit, I wanna break free!
Chapter 3. Simple Plan- Shut Up
Why won't people just shut up? I mean seriously, it is starting to get on my nerves when people start talking with senseless crap, haven't got any idea what is going on, or just try to lie to one another with talks like : " I care about you". Maybe I'm not the perfect guy, but everyone has mistakes. Why don't you just shut your mouth and let me help myself? I know I'm the one everyone loves to hate, but I need someone in my life who knows who I truly am and understands me. Although that person found, she hates me in her own way.
Chapter 4. Pitbull feat. Marc Anthony- Rain Over Me
Girl my body and my mind don't lie! Everything suits perfectly for me when I want to, but when I fail at one thing, everything falls apart. Why? I'm a clumsy freak faggot, told by her, many times, over the past years. After all she has told me, wishing how I never would be in her life, maybe those days are coming. Maybe her 2009 wish will come true and she looses me. What will happen to her and me? I'm already broken and empty from heart, but I cannot tell what goes around in her body and mind.
Chapter 5. Status Quo feat. Scooter- Jump That Rock
Now lets jump this rock! I wanna build the perfect life for me, and the perfect life consists of 3 things : Her, our success and dreams come true. How to jump into that life? Freaky, but the opportunities are limited and hopeless, but one cannot stop dreaming right? Without dreams we are nothing, without dreams we cannot predict our future. Time to get jiggy with it and move my life on! Forget her? Never, impossible. Be with her? Impossible, but never say never. Make her happy? One can only dream of it, but I cannot give her the happiness she wants, then its nothing between us, but 2 eyes on either end.
The conclusion to all this. I sincerely hope everyone respects to my new rules and follow them. I also hope to start a lottery between me and my readers. But the lottery will start next summer, because its time to hit the army. Army, where the boys will loose their body hair and turn into men, a place where you cannot get laid for months and you will start to see 50 year old kitchen women a nice appetizer, a place to grow up and build your own perspective of life.
Adios.
P.S Who doesn't listen the songs, are haters!
Chapter 1. Darude-Buring
The reasons why I chose this song, is simple, I'm burning inside out right now. I discovered what was done with one of my accounts in a social site, when I gave my trust to her. Imagine the furious in my words, and the anger, the feelings that was deprived inside my soul, they were unleashed. How could someone so dear to me, someone I had my complete trust in, do this awful thing? What was her reason, did she hate me for that? Did she deleted all those of my memories, just to get back at me? Whatever the reasons were, my total trust to her right now, have vanished. And once they are gone, they cannot be reclaimed back, without nearly impossible actions.
Chapter 2. Avenged Sevenfold - Blinded In Chains.
The really annoying part of my life is, I'm chained and I'm blinded by her. Everything she does, has a big affect on me, everything she says, can make me happy or turn the tide and let me fall into deep depression. Is this a obsession? If so, how can I get out of this shit hole and release myself from my chains? If this is my subconsciousness talking, screw this shit, I wanna break free!
Chapter 3. Simple Plan- Shut Up
Why won't people just shut up? I mean seriously, it is starting to get on my nerves when people start talking with senseless crap, haven't got any idea what is going on, or just try to lie to one another with talks like : " I care about you". Maybe I'm not the perfect guy, but everyone has mistakes. Why don't you just shut your mouth and let me help myself? I know I'm the one everyone loves to hate, but I need someone in my life who knows who I truly am and understands me. Although that person found, she hates me in her own way.
Chapter 4. Pitbull feat. Marc Anthony- Rain Over Me
Girl my body and my mind don't lie! Everything suits perfectly for me when I want to, but when I fail at one thing, everything falls apart. Why? I'm a clumsy freak faggot, told by her, many times, over the past years. After all she has told me, wishing how I never would be in her life, maybe those days are coming. Maybe her 2009 wish will come true and she looses me. What will happen to her and me? I'm already broken and empty from heart, but I cannot tell what goes around in her body and mind.
Chapter 5. Status Quo feat. Scooter- Jump That Rock
Now lets jump this rock! I wanna build the perfect life for me, and the perfect life consists of 3 things : Her, our success and dreams come true. How to jump into that life? Freaky, but the opportunities are limited and hopeless, but one cannot stop dreaming right? Without dreams we are nothing, without dreams we cannot predict our future. Time to get jiggy with it and move my life on! Forget her? Never, impossible. Be with her? Impossible, but never say never. Make her happy? One can only dream of it, but I cannot give her the happiness she wants, then its nothing between us, but 2 eyes on either end.
The conclusion to all this. I sincerely hope everyone respects to my new rules and follow them. I also hope to start a lottery between me and my readers. But the lottery will start next summer, because its time to hit the army. Army, where the boys will loose their body hair and turn into men, a place where you cannot get laid for months and you will start to see 50 year old kitchen women a nice appetizer, a place to grow up and build your own perspective of life.
Adios.
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