Glamour

 Glamour, what is it? It can be quite a lot of different things, most likely things you cannot imagine, however both good and evul!! (Evul!!!)

What is the sentence of the day for me? I'll qoute you with this:


The smarter you are, the more likely you are to be faithful to your girl.

 How is that possible that you can come up with this amazing sentence. In a way it is making sense, because nowadays men are complete asshole's ( I know, and since I'm a man I feel sorry for being one). For example, if you have brains, why not use them? Makes sense doesn't it? But if your a simple builder, a driving maniac, with no brains and thinks about 100+ different women, it is obvious his going to cheat way more per day than any normal guy with brains do. 

 Topic closed, next subject....

 Aha! I know what is the best way to get your finance problems dissappear. Think of a simple way to obtain knowledge, build it up in your brain, start working out, and think about the knowledge and its like " bling bling bling and the idea is done" What you really need is logic thinking, just like in logistics. 

  I know what my brain has produced, and it's not some " drink puke drink puke, get laid, work, drink and puke" mode.  The ideas I've come up could end up some of the problems here in Estonia, but what I need is some reliable friends who ain't going to "backfuck" me. 

 Next.....

 Be free? How, now ain't that on easy way to accomplish. ->

Radio Killer- Be free

Beauty never fades

So we had a little fun today, actually lots of fun =) But the point is, I enjoy my time being with her, every minute every second and goddam millisecond :D
  I love how a song can turn goose skin on me, there are only 3 songs that actually can do it, and all of them are like 90s or early 2000.
 Facebook, the place where people come every single day, I've seen people who actually only have a account for playing Mafia wars, what the...? Seriously, people should get a life outside their computer. How....Hows that possible?
 So, after a long time, and forgotten e-mails/passwords, I managed to loose my old youtube accounts( Yeah I know I had like 3 of them), so I decided to make a new one, and I even laughed at the username I made: "MeeleheitelKohuke" The name itself, if I translate it is-> Desperate Kohuke :D( I can't translate the word kohuke directly)
 I also got called "cute" so often by Karin, am I? Who knows,only time will tell, I still got a lot of stuff to do to overcome the ugliness to beautiness :D That's why I strongly suggest listening to Junkie Xl feat. saffron - Beauty Never Fades
 Anyhow, until next time Niggas :3(nothing to do with racism)


 Love you all <3

Walking disaster

And once again, the time for being a walking disaster has arrived for my life. Am I a devil or a angel? I got the attitude of a d1ck and I'm a complete asshole. I'm in total depression, and I want to end everything I've worked for, because it ain't worth it anymore.
 I took the liberty of turning my most wonderful life into a disaster, ruined everything, took the advantage of beauty and turned it into a thunderstorm. I hate myself, totally, I can't explain how to define the word  "asshole", but knowing myself, I know that's who I am. I want to close my eyes, forget my life, start over and turn everything I had into a beautiful world, but its just TOO FUCKING hard. I can't believe my own words anymore, everything I say will make the world look like Yokoshima nuclear power plant disaster. 

 Everything I do think or say
Will turn the world into a bad way
I tend to ruin everything I ever had
I feel so alone inside am I bad?
I want to live the life I once dreamed
Being happy and without worries
In reality its not what it seemed


I want to scream out loud so bad, turn the apartment upside down and throw everything I have out of the window, scream your name,saying "I LOVE YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE", but will it change me? Her eyes make me never watch stars, her hair is more beautiful than whole worlds womens put together, her lips they turn everything bad into good, her words she says makes everything bad go away, I love the way she acts, talks, blinks her eyes, everything she does makes me happy. On that note, everything I do, makes her unhappy, my kisses, my acting, my empty little promises, my every move.
 
 I am now officially a walking disaster.

P.S If you want to know how I am, listen to "Sum41- Walking Disaster"
Sum41-Walking Disaster